The Choice

Do not ask me to turn around..

Let me walk away..

Hold on for a while more..

Just hold on for a while more and it will be fine..

I got to go..

I have to leave you behind..

I can never bring myself to accept my happiness..

If it's in exchange with someone else's unhappiness..

Could i tell him all this without my voice shaking.? Could i act as if i do not care? Could i make him believe that all the memories have been erased..? Regardless of his beautiful eyes.. or the warmth from his gentle hands.. All these..everything..let me be the one to leave it all behind. Let me be the one to say 'Goodbye'..